Indescribable Young Man

So, I'm starting my day with a bright smile, sleepy eyes, currently having a conversation with my best friend on my iPod and listening to Mariah Carey’s songs through iTunes, oh I forgot I've scrolled my timeline on Instagram just know. I couldn't imagined how time flies, I've been in peninsular Malaysia for almost a year. I even finished my studies in TESL’s foundation at UiTM Campus Alor Gajah somehow I think this is absurd, I know but that is what happening right now, right this time. While Mariah’s song accompanying me with emotional kind-of-song really gets me feel emotional at this morning. Suddenly the smells of curry lingering in the air, I don't know who’s cooking curry right now but the smells is so yummy. Okay back to my story, this programme had taught me a lot in improving my English and I realized I have a very lousy vocabulary and very bad in grammar. Yesterday, I had some leisure time around 4 o'clock in the morning to reread my posts on my bl...

       Sometimes, there's a time when I sit in a quiet place alone, without any disturbance of the people, chaotic life, and hustle and bustle city just to find the real myself and thinking about life. Yes life. You never know how hard life can be. Well, after all these problems that I've faced before and maybe I will face it in the future actually really wake me up to realize what should I do, what I shouldn't do. I'm actually trying to find someone to share all the pains through mentally not by physically but mentally. I was thinking "Is there going to be somebody with me to hear all my problems? Or maybe someone can heal the pain by share their happiness with me?" all these actually lingered in my mind. I hide all the pains, the problems from all my family and friends. I don't want them to be involved to unnecessary and not important things in their life. Especially when it's all about myself. That is why, I try to keep it all by myself. There...