Lesson learnt!
Apparently, the secret is revealed. The worst thing in life for the time being is happening to myself. One of my best buddy has had discovered that the not-my-intention-to-lied lie by himself. It's pretty uneasy for me for him knowing the truth, but what if I tell you that something that pretty hurts me deeply inside my heart and mind like thousands of knives stabbing me for the whole time is something that you shouldn't really know even I myself would never want this to happen. I know the truth is bitter but better than lying. Instead, I told him another way round but got some twisted story. This actually a total absurd thing I've done as for now, I am afraid to contact him personally and ashamed. Losing someone that you have considered as a good friend is such a big deal you-know. All the lies have covered myself in seeking for purity and truest friendships in life. I'm the one who chose this path, now I know the path that I took was actually bringing me down to the ...